30 June 2003

Company

There are times where I wouldn't mind going through all the traffic just to be with some good company. There are times where I would rather slouch in front of the idiot box than to be picked up by some so crowd.

23 June 2003

Me

Accept me for who I am. All my strengths and also my weaknesses. Accept the whole of me, as that is who I am.

17 June 2003

Pain

I feel that familiar pang again. My heart felt as if it is being pounded. I can feel that agonizing feeling of being thoroughly defeated. I know too well that I have full control over all this. Yet, I still torture myself with all this. "Why?", you may ask. It's because I have fallen for someone that I have been waiting for most of my life.

16 June 2003

Failure

Be ready to face any failure. Don't be too surprised when it happens. Not everything in life will go right all the time. The most important thing though is that you have done your part and tried. The rest will normally be left for fate to decide.

15 June 2003

Absent

Don't avoid me because I have been true with my feelings. Do consider this proposition though. Also bear in mind that without trying to open up your heart again, you would not know whether you are ready to face this matter. Give me this chance to show what I have to offer, that's all that I dare to ask for now.

05 June 2003

Make up your mind

If you have made up your mind and have come to a conclusion, stick to that decision. At the very least, you don't have to be troubled by it later on when there is a need to choose. Let this matter rest once and for all, see this matter as if it was never meant to be even at the very beginning.

03 June 2003

Giving Up

Every time when I feel giving up, you would find a way to sneak into my mind and push away that thought. Is it my own doing, or is it really you?

01 June 2003

Uncertainty

What am I to do in times like this? The indication so far has been so vague. I am not sure if this is an sign to nudge me on, or it is just an overly polite gesture.

29 May 2003

The Path

"Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference." - Robert E. Frost.

This the path I chose, this the way I would travel, no matter how lonely it would end.

27 May 2003

Anticipation

Where there is anticipation, there is always this possibility of a set back. They might not be synonymous all the time, but this possibility is never too far away.

20 May 2003

Perception

All things are neutral by nature. It's our perception that makes it either good or evil.

19 May 2003

Emotion

All anger and hate, all joy and happiness, comes from within. We can't be touched by emotions if we do not want to be touched.

17 May 2003

Advice

Advice may be free, but be cautious of who you are giving it to. Most of the time, people don't really want our unwelcomed input.