Company

There are times where I wouldn't mind going through all the traffic just to be with some good company. There are times where I would rather slouch in front of the idiot box than to be picked up by some so crowd.

Me

Accept me for who I am. All my strengths and also my weaknesses. Accept the whole of me, as that is who I am.

Pain

I feel that familiar pang again. My heart felt as if it is being pounded. I can feel that agonizing feeling of being thoroughly defeated. I know too well that I have full control over all this. Yet, I still torture myself with all this. "Why?", you may ask. It's because I have fallen for someone that I have been waiting for most of my life.

Failure

Be ready to face any failure. Don't be too surprised when it happens. Not everything in life will go right all the time. The most important thing though is that you have done your part and tried. The rest will normally be left for fate to decide.

Absent

Don't avoid me because I have been true with my feelings. Do consider this proposition though. Also bear in mind that without trying to open up your heart again, you would not know whether you are ready to face this matter. Give me this chance to show what I have to offer, that's all that I dare to ask for now.

Make up your mind

If you have made up your mind and have come to a conclusion, stick to that decision. At the very least, you don't have to be troubled by it later on when there is a need to choose. Let this matter rest once and for all, see this matter as if it was never meant to be even at the very beginning.

Giving Up

Every time when I feel giving up, you would find a way to sneak into my mind and push away that thought. Is it my own doing, or is it really you?

Uncertainty

What am I to do in times like this? The indication so far has been so vague. I am not sure if this is an sign to nudge me on, or it is just an overly polite gesture.